I'm so tired.
My mind feels like i was hit by a hammer.
Don't touch me please, my whole body aches.
I don't mean to be rude to you.
My day hasn't been the best...
Friends ignore me and boyfriend not here.
Grades bad, life at home not well.
He's over all the time making me laugh.
Late nights,laughter, cuddling 'til I'm calm
I don't sleep well at night by myself.
In his arms he holds me close laying still.
His warmth keeping me calm.
I try to forget the bad and think good.
Don't let the light go out in the darkness.
Slowly drifting to sleep the lights go out...
Arms around e keeping me safe.
I snuggle up to him and sleep away th
Chapter Eleven
After I dropped Chase off with his mom I rode out to the forest to get some fresh air. If I waited I wouldn't be able to go out alone anyways. Most days I can't leave the castle without Hector, Ashe or even Puck. Everyone is saying that something or one is coming, and its bad. What I just need is a time to be alone and not a prisoner in my own home. I ride out past the last hut of the village and into the wyld. My mind hazy from trying to place my senses to the trees and creatures. They seem scared and cautious about things. I want to know what.
I take off farther into the wyld closer to the summer territory, I have frien
Feeling like you don't belong,
Having everyone stare at you for being different.
Not caring what the world thinks of you.
They whisper about you and you can feel them staring.
The magick within you stirs around wanting to be unleashed,
Scared on what may come when the day comes for your fate to be chosen.
Having Light or Darkness over well you,
Not knowing which will take over and over power you is the scary part.
Fate will claim you as its own in seven days,
Will it make you light and you are good, or will it pull you to the dark and make you evil.
Chosen to be the one who will make or destroy the family,
Fate and Dest
Chapter Nine
Ashe and I go to the stables and each satle up the horses. We start to ride out and I slow down by the little boys house as he comes running out and waves at us. I wave back and smile.
"Is that the boy that you found?"Ashe asked as i ride a bit faster to catch up to him in pace.
"Yes, that's him, he's very smart for his age. Only seven and a half and knows so much." I say proud of him, even if I've known him for a short time.
We ride the rest of the way to the winter courts in silence. For some reason I kept thinking about Puck and the way he glared at Ashe from the Kitchen and then stormed off not saying a word. As we pa
Chapter 2~
Jace was walking up to Jaden just as Apollo fell from her flying lessons. She landed right in front of him and Jace stumbles backwards. Apollo shook her head and smiled sheepishly up at Jace, he lent his hand and Apollo grabbed it and he heaved her up like nothing. Damien flew down laughing at her.
Apollo called to the magic inside her and asked for the earths help in punishment. And before their eyes Damien was wrapped up in ivy and on the ground. Jace snicked and Jaden burst out laughing.
"Very funny, you know three can play at that fame.. Jace wanna help me? Tag team?!" Damien says undoing himself in the ivy.
"Wow don't
Chapter Eight
I was outside in the garden and picked up a single rose that was the perfect shade of blue and smiled. The garden was huge and had a fountain in the center, I sat down on the fountain and looked around. It reminded me of the Summer courts, yet the Winter too. Beautiful Summer flowers blooming and Winter colors and icicles hanging around with the sun hitting them just right to gleam. I go to stand up and just as I do a little boy runs into me, I grab his arm to steady him on his feet. He looks up at me and smiles, I smile back.
"Whats your name son?" I ask him
"Chase milady." He replies his puffy cheeks turning pink.
"Hell
I don't feel myself anymore...
I can't see the future I once wanted.
Nothing is the same anymore.
Memories are gone, friends have become distant.
I blame myself for lots of things.
Everything is wrong, things aren't how they are suppose to be.
Screams don't come out of me, I hold lots of stuff back.
Ive become my old self again.
Someone who is not wanted nor needed.
A girl that is invisible, someone with no voice.
Nothing left, having to star over.
Make new friends again, no one talks to her from her past.
Very few still do, yet not long.
I can't be the same person I was.
So long have I worked to be someone
Cries that never sh
Not all fairy tales have a happy ending.
Two Years Ago~
Apollo knows nothing of her true parents, nor does she care to. She's made a great life in California with her best friends Terry and Jaden. Three teenagers who are out to find a reason of good adventure.
"Jaden tell me if you see any good shops. I need to get some materials before we go." Apollo says looking down at her phone.
Jaden nodded and took Apollo's hand as Apollo took Terry's and the three of them were walking down San Francisco streets. They come to a strip of small shops on the coast of the beach, Apollo rushes to the shop that reads Paranormal supplies. Wh
Chapter Eight
I was outside in the garden and picked up a single rose that was the perfect shade of blue and smiled. The garden was huge and had a fountain in the center, I sat down on the fountain and looked around. It reminded me of the Summer courts, yet the Winter too. Beautiful Summer flowers blooming and Winter colors and icicles hanging around with the sun hitting them just right to gleam. I go to stand up and just as I do a little boy runs into me, I grab his arm to steady him on his feet. He looks up at me and smiles, I smile back.
"Whats your name son?" I ask him
"Chase milady." He replies his puffy cheeks turning pink.
"Hello
I'm so tired.
My mind feels like i was hit by a hammer.
Don't touch me please, my whole body aches.
I don't mean to be rude to you.
My day hasn't been the best...
Friends ignore me and boyfriend not here.
Grades bad, life at home not well.
He's over all the time making me laugh.
Late nights,laughter, cuddling 'til I'm calm
I don't sleep well at night by myself.
In his arms he holds me close laying still.
His warmth keeping me calm.
I try to forget the bad and think good.
Don't let the light go out in the darkness.
Slowly drifting to sleep the lights go out...
Arms around e keeping me safe.
I snuggle up to him and sleep away th
Chapter Eleven
After I dropped Chase off with his mom I rode out to the forest to get some fresh air. If I waited I wouldn't be able to go out alone anyways. Most days I can't leave the castle without Hector, Ashe or even Puck. Everyone is saying that something or one is coming, and its bad. What I just need is a time to be alone and not a prisoner in my own home. I ride out past the last hut of the village and into the wyld. My mind hazy from trying to place my senses to the trees and creatures. They seem scared and cautious about things. I want to know what.
I take off farther into the wyld closer to the summer territory, I have frien
Feeling like you don't belong,
Having everyone stare at you for being different.
Not caring what the world thinks of you.
They whisper about you and you can feel them staring.
The magick within you stirs around wanting to be unleashed,
Scared on what may come when the day comes for your fate to be chosen.
Having Light or Darkness over well you,
Not knowing which will take over and over power you is the scary part.
Fate will claim you as its own in seven days,
Will it make you light and you are good, or will it pull you to the dark and make you evil.
Chosen to be the one who will make or destroy the family,
Fate and Dest
I don't feel myself anymore...
I can't see the future I once wanted.
Nothing is the same anymore.
Memories are gone, friends have become distant.
I blame myself for lots of things.
Everything is wrong, things aren't how they are suppose to be.
Screams don't come out of me, I hold lots of stuff back.
Ive become my old self again.
Someone who is not wanted nor needed.
A girl that is invisible, someone with no voice.
Nothing left, having to star over.
Make new friends again, no one talks to her from her past.
Very few still do, yet not long.
I can't be the same person I was.
So long have I worked to be someone
Cries that never sh
The knights of old are here to protect me.
With each step I take, A single Knight of the lost souls battle for me.
Crossroads have my soul, a man has my heart and the ground has my body.
Battles of good and evil everwhere, day and night, hell and heaven.
Angels vs. Demons, my knights fight with me.
Hear me call knights of old english tounge hear me call you to stand in duel.
My soul held captive, my body numb, my spirit not wanting to sleep.
The paranormal life has taking a toll on myself, my mortal body can't hold on any longer.
The battle has just started my body weak, my knights protect me please.
Hear me call for you kn
Short story:
Being an orphan doesn't mean you get put into an orphanage. Just that you get placed somewhere different. Like me.
I've been here my whole life, and since the day I could grab things and hold on tight they gave me a wooden sword. I was eight when I got my first sword; next I trained in my flexibility with my sword. I was the youngest to graduate from the class. I was only thirteen when I graduated, there was a boy ahead of me by two years that graduated also.
Six years later~
"Today class we will be taking a pretraining test for the exams next week." My teacher Mr. Clain says as I pick up my journal that I take my notes i
I remember when I'd sit down and text him almost every day...
Trying to rebiuld a friendship after a break up....
A leason learned, never date your friends...
I didn't know what to say for the longest time...
Trying to remember the old times...
Times when I didn't feel awkward...
When ever I hear the song I'll remember what you said...
I think about him a lot more then I should...
Having him back like the old times would be nice...
After a while, I couldn't handle not talking to him...
Having told him that I missed him, i felt like a fool...
Dreams are for from reality...
Can we go back to the ol
Are you made enough?
Do you see blue caterpellers?
What about talking/singing flowers?
Why don't you take a slip down a black rabbit hole.
WonderLand.
A place of wonderouse things.
Don't hide your true self.
Come and join the tea party.
A white rabbit, A march heir,A cheshire cat, A blue Caterpellar, A hatter, Two queens, And a doormouse.
Come come, We most surttenly can't be late.
Get sutteded up.
We are going for a wonderful time.
Here we go, Lets go and enter wonderland!
Gray, dark clouds roll up they linger for a while,
A light drizzel comes down upon us, giving us a wet cool down,
Lights spread through the clouds lighing up the night skys,
The wind picks up, the trees whip around as the night gets darker,
Thunder getting louder, Lightning getting closer,
Rain falling down harder now,
Power goes out, everyone hides in one room to keep warm
Candles light up a room,
Wind blazing around the city,
Don't step outside for something may happen,
Storms don't alway go well,
Dangerous and unpredicable sometimes,
Don't get cought in one,
Grey dark clouds don't part they stay through out the night and on
Feeling like you don't belong,
Having everyone stare at you for being different.
Not caring what the world thinks of you.
They whisper about you and you can feel them staring.
The magick within you stirs around wanting to be unleashed,
Scared on what may come when the day comes for your fate to be chosen.
Having Light or Darkness over well you,
Not knowing which will take over and over power you is the scary part.
Fate will claim you as its own in seven days,
Will it make you light and you are good, or will it pull you to the dark and make you evil.
Chosen to be the one who will make or destroy the family,
Fate and Dest
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Im so sorry guys... I know I havent been on and posting... Even with it beeing summer I havent had access to a compture with internet. Plus with a lot going on this summer and stress I havent been able to think about the stories... Soon though when I get my internet back and when school comes along on Monday I'll have more access and will be able to post more. Yes I know I should be more thinking about school. I can multitask:)
SO I'm really really sorry that I haven't been posting up chapters to my stories and poems lately... I have been bust with school and family things. I will try to get a lot done over this summer break, but I have finals this up coming week so I have to focus on those.. (Boring) But I'm also thinking about putting up my other Photography pictures that I have. They aren't the best, But I still like them. Haha. Anyways sorry I haven't been on lately.